Summer Lovingggg

Heeyyy, and im backk, i know its taken me ages to write a new blog Lool >_< i never find time or get a chance to go onto the computer D: ...But this blogs a lot LOT happier :D happy feelings in thee air today and everythings finally looking up for summer 2010. :D Im still feeling a little tired and ughhh from last nights Mini rave party thing XDD it was Rich, me, Sophia, and richs friend callum, all getting wastedd COMPLETELY :D ahahah we had like looooadsa alcohol so you can imagine we were SMASSSHEDDD :D Watching The TELESHOPPING channel at eaarly hours of the morning , and theyre were some sexual stuff on there :L papahahaha , In Our words "WE BE JAMMIIIINN'" ahahhahahah! :D looool .. so yeahhh Last night was actually amazing :3 and was sooo many laughs tbh :) .. Amazing people and it was nicee, Because although i didnt sleep AT ALL D; i got the chance to lay next to rich all night :3 i tried snuggling up to him but not to obvs cause i was a bit shy ahaha xD and he held my hand and stuffffff!! i was like O: omg hehhe yaay :DD and my heart was like BOOOOOOOM loool. i know im soo ghey D: but hey FU tis my blog so if you dont like it GTFO ;D nuu im joking stay (: ahah xD .. so yeahhhh but that was thee end of that , me and sophia both went homee, etcc, and on the tube and train home all i could think about was "shall i tell him i like him? if i do will he reject me ? i dont even know if hes intrested in me?" :/ so yeahh on the train i looked like a right emo Loool xD ...but anyway so i got home FINALLY, and as like YAAAAY i can shower cause i obvs smelt ;P and i looked like Poooo >< so i was glad to be home :) then i was just like you know whatttt imma tell hi mand i dc cause ive kept this in so so long xD and it turned out all amazingly xD he admitted to likeing me also :P but he was just shy to tell me >.< and i was all beautiful likee. xDD And thats basically it. Lool me and Rich are now going out :D so yaaaaaysss for that :D and ive just been like :D all day (: i just wish that he wouldnt put himself down because hes amazing. but he doesnt belive it ): and thats not gooooood D: But yeahhh , So nowww thats sorted :3 i just hope hes happey ^_^ Because tbh aslong as his happy i will be too :) and ive been waiting for this .. Us to happy for ages ): .. But now im just hoping im not putting my heart on the line because the last tiem, i was truely destroyed and that has influences so much of what i do today ): Butt yeahh SUMMER 2010 Youre looking pretty beautiful to me already :D